nOthing intEresting: December 2008

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

drEam..?

dReam..
alL oF us hAve a drEam,
that were sPecial and reAlly uniQue to Us,
Once upon a time.

yEah, this dreAm were long fOrgotTen bY many of us.
dO yOu hAve it?
thIs drEam?
I haVe!!
and whEn i thiNk abOut it,
I fElt amAzing and was vEry pRoud oF myseLf,
bUt..
aT SecOnd thOught, nO!
I Felt mYself as a fAilure,
whY?

bEcause aLong thE way tOwards this 'drEam',
i have gave up and lose fAith in it..
as I grOw up,
mOre chOices came bY,
this 'drEam' has fade away
I lose to the wOrld oF rEality
dEfenleSs and hOpeless I am
and i find mAny rEasons to Not aChieve it,
i didN't eveN try tO think One gOod rEason tO conTinue..

So, I still hAve nOT achieve my dream huh. this siTuatiOn iTs like i'm driving in a hiGhway On mY way gOing bAck home and sUddenly mY CaR broke doWn. i thOught I cOuld rEpair it- rEality chEck; whAt is tHe pOssibiLity I cAn dO it? nO! I jUst leFt the cAr thEre and wAlk away..

Monday, December 1, 2008

pOsitive?nEgative?

iTs crEeping me out
for thE emotion I felt evEryday or evErytime
i cAn bE sO bLue a few seCond
aNd later cOuld bE a hApPy gO Lucky giRl..
as Thought alL the sad mEmorIes were alL gOne
i know alL this is pArt of 'human eXperience'? (haha)
buT its weIRd,
whEn i think oF it..
is nOt that is bAd to hAve a pOsitive emotion or nEgative mood..
hmm..

we hAve sO mAny emOtions..
whAt Emotion i like the mOst?
i wilL telL you, iT will be the fEeling of bEing upsEt,disSsapoinMent...
i'm not crAzy..
it jUst fElt 'nicE' in iTs oWn way.
iT hAs help me built the chAracter in mY bEing,
yEah,thAts the pOsitive side..(haha)
and thE bEst pArt oF it,
when i'm in this mood,
i wilL spEed Up mY cAr and drive Like a drunk driver likE nObody else in the rOad..

iF yOu ask mE whAt abOut fEeling of bEing hApPy?
i wilL telL you, its okAy
YeAh, oNly okay..
hApPy is gOod, good..
bUt the mEmories sTay in a shOrter time cOmpare the feeLing of bEing sAd
iTs not that,i dOn't like it..
iT jUst..
hmm, iT so hArd to telL..

Emotion.is a vEry sUbjeCtive mAtter and cAnnot bEen fiGure out, for me. tilL now, i sTilL let iT cOntrol me inStead i take the pOwer. i knOw i cOuld dO something abOut it bUt sOmehow i jUst let it gO

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