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Thursday, October 16, 2008

who are you?

its not surprising that i had went through "not being myself" stage. from there i experienced lots of stuff that me,myself couldn't imagine- i such a 'faker'.. and yeah, this stage had scared me and i hOpe i had learn a priceless lesson..but we couldn't know

its hArd tO live by..
pLeasing oThers
living the eXpectations sEt by peoples
nOt bEing true wiTh your own fEelings and sElf-bEing

sOmetimes we will go through this stage
during this time,
i find iT,
i cOuldn't recOgnise myself..
what i have done and all.
wOw!
rEally! its like the action bEing 'cOntrol' by someone (i don't know how to put it in words)
in the end of the day,
when i find out-is already tOo late to patch things back
i hate mYself more and more
why do i acted like this?
fEeling regret came register in my bEing..

is it worth it?
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